April 01, 2005

Dahil Wala Lang

Dahil wala akong magawa, at gusto kong may bagong entry ako dito, ano pa nga ba, kundi pics ulet! :D

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Ganda ng beach noh?! Taken during our ocular for the show. Pre-semikal days ko.

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And just to tease...:) (Pakiusap lang, don't link my blog elsewhere! :D)

Hay, sana nga matapos na kami sa editing at ma-approve na ng management ang pilot episodes...Good Lord, help us!

March 27, 2005

Happy Easter!

Happy Easter guys! Just got back from my hometown. Yep, I was able to go home this Holy Week. Saya! :) Although, ngaragan na naman ngayon. I'm nervous too. We have shoot tomorrow and I don't know if we're that well prepared. We'll also start editing the new show already next week for presentation to the "gods". I don't know if I can handle the pressure. Siyempre nang dumating ako dito, andami na namang bloopers. I left some important CDs at home and had to ask my sister to LBC them to me. What more, my laptop's inflicted with a computer virus. It just shuts down automatically or says that there's computer error all the time. This started when I added 520 MB of memory to make it 1 G. (I also don't understand what I'm writing about). Plus, argh! I lost my external disk memory of 80 G during our last shoot! Man, I have to spend money to buy extra disk space again. GRRRR! I need the extra space for transcription. Let's just say that I'm not earning much these day after I temporarily left the youth show for this new show. This is so depressing. :(

Neways, thought to share with you some pics taken a day before we had our Subic shoot last week. We found time to have some fun even if there's work the following day. So I guess what's happening to me now is karma.

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New show's staff with our director

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Yep! With our director! Haha! :) Hulaan nyo na lang kung sino.

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With Yam, one of the writers.

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Dinner at Yellowcab Subic after the swim

March 20, 2005

The Usual

Alas dos na ng madaling araw at alas siyete pa mamaya ang pull out namin for shoot pero heto, gising pa rin ako, nagsusulat sa blog na 'to. Depressed na naman kasi ako. Ano pa ngang bago? Hehe. Actually, na-realized ko na may pattern ang mga depressed moments ko. Kung masugid kayong tagasubaybay ng blog na 'to, siguro na-noticed nyo na rin yun.

Una, na-realized ko na pag malapit na ang Holy Week, nadi-depress ako. Well siguro predictable ang reason na yun. Holy Week reminds me of my family kasi dahil buo talaga kaming magkapamilya pag semana santa. Hindi ako nakauwi last year kaya nalungkot ako at mukhang hindi na naman ako makakauwi this year. Hay. Hindi naman kami ganon ka-bonding ng pamilya ko pero ewan, I find solace and peace pag umuuwi ako sa amin or every time I'm with my family. Miss ko na sila.

Na-realized ko rin na, pangalawa, nadi-depress ako pag nagsa-start sa bagong trabaho. Grabe kasing stress at pressure sa part ko. Ayoko munang magsalita tungkol sa bagong show ko kasi nga wala pang kasiguraduhan. Di mo alam, bukas makalawa, shelved na pala ang proyekto mo pero if ever mang matutuloy 'to, sobrang malaki ang responsibility ko. Ako kasi ang headwriter ng bagong show. Nakapag-headwrite na naman ako dati sa youth show ko pero iba ang genre nito. Reality show 'to. First time ko na ngang mag-reality, headwriter pa. Iniisip ko pa lang ang maaaring magiging problema ng show, sumasakit na ang ulo ko. Alam naman natin (ay sorry, kami lang palang mga insider ang nakakaalam) ang beaurocracy sa mainstream television kaya mas lalong mahirap. Conflict of ideas pa lang sa mga tao sa taas, talo na ang mga tao sa baba na sumusunod lang sa utos nila. Hay, I'm nervous. (Naaalala ko si Sandara Park every time na sinasabi kong I'm nervous. Haha. Hindi ko alam kung bakit.)

Ang pangatlong realization ko ay nadi-depress ako pagkatapos ng isang masayang gimik o moment. Cliche na nga kung matatawag pero yun nga daw ang circle of life di ba. Pag happy ka ngayon, sad ka bukas. Kung up ka ngayon, there's no other way but to go down. Kagabi kasi, gumimik kami ng mga kasama ko sa bagong trabaho at sobrang ang saya. Kaya lang, pagkatapos ng inuman (oo na, na-break ko na ang aking New Year's resolution kahit na isang bote lang naman ng San Mig light) at kantahan (videoke gimmick ano pa nga ba?), sa hindi ko maintindihang dahilan, bigla akong nalungkot. Nainggit kasi ako sa mga tao sa paligid ko. (Corny alert!) They're all in love. Hindi ko ibig sabihin na lahat sila may girlfriend o boyfriend. Ang ibig ko lang sabihin, lahat sila walang takot na nagmamahal. (Sabi ko, corny alert di ba? :D) Ang problema ko kasi, ako, hanggang crush crush lang pero natatakot talaga akong dalhin ang emotions ko to the next level. Alam mo yun. O di kaya masyado na akong jaded kaya minsan oblivious ako o di kaya sina-shun ko na agad ang pwede kong ma-feel na emotions. Malabo ba ako? Ugh! Gusto ko lang main-love, yun lang! Pero ang hirap! Natatakot ako! Natatakot akong ma-reject. Natatakot akong masaktan. Masyado akong ma-pride. Insecure lang siguro ako. Maliban sa isa (and that was a loong time ago), wala pa akong nakilalang tao na nagkagusto sa akin bilang boyfriend material.

Tigilan ang keso. (Stop the cheese! Hehe.) Tulog na ako.

March 17, 2005

Living In Reality

Hi guys! Musta na? Me, I'm tired. Hehe. My new show, which is of the reality genre, has already started taping and the shoots have been really very difficult. Enjoy naman ang shoot. It's just hectic and strenuous due to budget concerns. Say, we shoot a week's worth of episodes in just one day. You get what I mean? :) Creatively speaking, nakaka-frustrate. I mean, I'm a reality show fan so I notice right away if there are missing elements that we aren't able to incorporate because of lack of time or equipment. It's the same frustrating story with the editing. You know, I used to laugh at local reality shows for not really getting "it" but now I understand. And now I also have a newfound appreciation for GMA 7's Extra Challenge. Sila talaga ang nag-iisang reality show sa Pilipinas na kuhang kuha ang tamang timpla ng mga elements ng isang reality show.

I just hope our new show would be as good as EC. Basta, watch out for my new show, you guys okay? :)

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I only got 5 out of 7 in my American Idol Top 12 predictions. I thought Travis was a lock after seeing his audition pre-Hollywood pero hindi pala. Nikko also lacks the charisma but I still maintain that I like his voice the most among the guys.

I promised to give you my BRAIN, HEART, and GUT picks to win AI4 after the announcement of the TOP 12 so here they are...

BRAIN - This used to be Mario Vasquez but now, it's Bo Bice. He's been consistent all throughout, the judges love him, and he has an increasing fan base.

HEART - Anwar Robinson. For being original and for always taking risks.

GUT - Carrie Underwood. There's always a room for the girl-next-door type country singer to win American Idol.

March 06, 2005

Subic Outing

Hi guys! I just got back from Subic at sobrang ang saya saya! Hahaha :) Our youth show had this victory outing slash press conference kaya kami pumunta dun. Ang saya ko kasi first time kong mag beach outing since...actually di ko na maalala ang last time. Hehe. :) Kaya sabihin na nating para akong ibong nakawala sa kanyang hawla dun (gasgas na linya pero parang yun na rin yun! Haha!:D) Inisip ko rin kasi na parang matagal pa bago ulit ako makapag-outing sa beach kasi nga starting next week (help me Lord), kayod na ulit ako para sa bagong show! Akala ko nga hindi na ako makakasama sa outing! Di kasi ako pinayagan nung direktor ng bago kong show na sumama kasi marami pa kaming gagawin. Buti na lang pinakiusapan siya ng unit head namin! (Thanks Direk! :D) YEBAH! Jologs ng yebah noh pero gusto ko siya! Hahahaha! Parang wapak at bangis! Jologs na jologs! :D

Masaya rin pala kasi kasama ko ang mga friends ko na sina Michiko, Emman at Waterfowl. Supposedly brainstorm outing talaga yun for us creative team members pero ang nangyari, (hehe muna ako), mga 1 hour lang kaming nag-brainstorm, the rest, gimik na! Wala kaming ginawa dun kundi ligo sa pool, food trip, videoke, tulog sa duyan, laro...bangis talaga! :D Pinakamasaya sa lahat para saken yung nag-pool basketball kami. Pahirapan kasi maka-score kaya intense kuno ang laro! Mas mahirap pa nga siya for me. Sabihin na lang nating hindi ako marunong magbasketbol at hindi rin ako marunong lumangoy kaya... you get the picture?! Hahaha :D Pero panalo teams ko ha! Tsaka nakakascore din ako! Ayos! :D

Ang tanga-tanga ko nga lang, wala na palang battery ang digicam na dinala ko kaya wala akong nakuhang pics. :( Pero okay na rin yun. Siguro pag me battery ang cam ko, hindi ako gaanong mag-eenjoy kasi uubusin ko lang ang oras ko sa pagpi-picture taking! Hahaha! Camera whore, remember?! :D Pag may nag-email sa akin ng pics, post ko agad dito, pramis!

P.S. May hangover pa rin ako ngayon. Di ko masimulan trabaho ko. Waaah!
P.P.S. First taglish entry ko ata 'to. Ayos palang magsulat ng ganto! Mas mabilis!
P.P.P.S. Na-realize ko sa Subic na ang taba ko na nga. Dapat mag-gym na ako. Gusto ko ng isang katawan na hindi nakakahiya pag nagbi-beach outing. Hahahahaha! :D

March 03, 2005

Reality Prick

God knows how busy I am these days but I don't know, I just feel something's lacking if I'm not able to predict my bets to win in my favorite reality TV shows' new seasons. :)

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AMERICAN IDOL FOUR

I must admit, with 20 contestants still "in", I'm really having a difficult time predicting the eventual winner. I guess it's becaue AI is unlike other reality shows wherein you just have to be savvy enough to analyze how the story editors develop the arch of the eventual champ/s. (After all, their winner/s is/are already known months before the show's airing.) Secondly, unlike last season wherein Fantasia clearly stood out from the start, there are many stand-outs this time which, I guess, means that the contestants will only be as good as their last performances.

Explanations aside, I'm betting on 7 peeps to win American Idol 4. I think they will ALL be in the Final 12!


He's clearly a "pro". We gotta give him props, dawg! Hahahaha :D


Out of all the girls, it's her voice that I love the most. Now, if only she sings an upbeat song for a change. I think that tempo suits her more.


Just because it's obvious they want a "rocker" American Idol.


Just because it's obvious they want a "country" American Idol.


Fez meets Justin Timberlake. As Simon would say, "very commercial!"


Subjectively, I think he has the best voice in the competition. :)


A lot of peeps are annoyed with her but I just "heart" her! :D I like her being "KKC". Hehehe! You can't coerce me to tell you what "KKC" means. :)


An Usher who curses, I like that. :)

After the Final 12 have been announced and I have enough number of performances to judge them from, I'm gonna narrow these choices down to just 3 as my BRAIN, HEART and GUT picks to be this year's American Idol.

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I'm also having a difficult time predicting the winner of the latest season of The Amazing Race mainly because of the presence of former Survivor contestants Rob and Amber. The irony is, while I disliked these two during their respective stints in Survivor, the fact that I've already gotten to know them way before the other contestants makes me want to root for them to last long in the race. (I don't know if that's irony, actually). So it's very difficult to objectively judge their story arch on my part. Nevertheless, Romber aside, my other 3 picks to win are...


Watch out, Romber may not be the eventual villains this season but these pseudo-lesbo lifetime friends!


Finally, an alpha-male team with "personalities". The fact that the editors show them having personalities makes me go hmmm...


The story editors show the other pairs playing against the other teams. They're the only pair shown playing against one another.

February 21, 2005

Palau Predictions

It's time once again for my seasonal Sole Survivor prediction. Unlike the past seasons where I made my final prediction after the 3rd episode so that I could study the story arch first, I will be bold this time and give you my bets to win based on 1st episode editing alone. (Got inspired by my correct hunch in the recently concluded Amazing Race).

Anyway, based on subjective gut feel and the presentation of their characters through editing and sound bites, I predict any among the five (You gotta give me the 5 choices. I mean, there are 20 castaways this season!) to be the eventual winner of Survivor X.


CARYN
Lots of Amber shots (read: always focused by the camera).



KATIE
Gave the first strategic quote of the season. Was portrayed as a very good observant.


IAN
Was shown in very positive light. Nice guy role (Ethan!).


COBY
This season's Eliza and Rob C. The narrator character.


STEPHENIE
My gut tells me they're setting up her character to last until the end. We followed her POV from the time she jumped off the boat till her vote campaign against Jowanda. (Unless she's this season's Rory).

Enjoyed immensely the premiere episode, by the way. Probably because I lowered my expectations this time. :)

February 18, 2005

Valentine Weekend

Yes, I'm loveless but it doesn't mean I didn't have fun last Valentine weekend for I did enjoy it, thank you very much. (Haha! Defensive! :D). I flew to my high school city down south, got reunited with old friends and also met some new ones, all for free! Okay, okay, what I mean is I went there with my round trip plane tickets and hotel accommodation paid by somebody else. See, I got invited by my former high school to judge their university's valentine songwriting contest. Haha! I know! Don't laugh but yes I was invited to judge a SONGWRITING contest! :) Honestly, I hesitated at first but since they assured me that my being a writer for mainstream television makes me qualified already to know what's a good love song (plus the fact that it's hard to resist freebies! :D), I readily said yes. Yes! :)

I almost didn't catch the plane going to the province. The plane was leaving 12:40pm last Sunday but I woke up 10am already and hadn't even packed my stuff yet. I did some editing stuff for a new show the night prior which lasted till dawn (this is the 2nd development in my life that I was talking about, although it still remains a development since it's not yet sure whether the show will push through). The check-in counter was already closed when I arrived at the domestic airport but luckily, the friendly attendant managed to sneak me in. Whew! :)

It was surreal arriving in the provincial airport with the organizers meeting you while holding heart-shaped balloons. Haha! :D Okay, so I guess I was a VIP (well, sorta! :D). I didn't go with them to the hotel though coz I texted my high school classmate to fetch me. They understood enough and told me that they'll just meet me later in the hotel.

Was pleasantly surprised upon seeing my hotel room. It was nice. Heck, it was very nice. :) And I was going to live their solo. It's definitely an improvement considering that when I visit my high school city, I usually just asked my high school classmates to adopt me in their homes for lack of money. Haha! :) After checking in, I finally got to meet my co-judges (they also came from Manila and other areas). One of my co-judges is Fil-Am crooner Sanchez. (Sidetrack for promo purposes: He just released his debut album Eclectic and you may check his website at http://www.milessanchez.com) Cool kid! He also studied college in UP so at least we'd have a topic to talk about that will save us from awkward conversations. :D He was with his PA named Paul (whom I will find out later that I have a Kevin Bacon "six degrees of separation" connection pero later na yun!).

The organizers then treated us judges to a special dinner in a cozy restaurant/bar overlooking the sea. The resto-bar is actually owned by my high school classmate so I segued from having dinner with the organizers and co-judges to having a get-together with my old friends. The night ended at around 2am with us doing nothing but talk about the good 'ol times.

Monday morning (Valentines Day!) was the prejudging of the songs. We basically just listened to the CD compilation and graded the songs for their melody and lyrics. The venue was the university's music building. Felt a sense of nostalgia upon entering the place. I studied piano there for 4 years back in high school. (Me konting background rin naman ako kahit papaano. Hahaha :D). Surprise, surprise, the contest entries were actually good. I found myself rooting for like 4 songs out of 10 after the listening session.

Afternoon was our free time and I got to bond with Sanchez. He showed me his music videos and asked for my opinion with regards his music. His music videos are well-made but kinda racy. Like the video for the song "Turtle Dance" premiered in Myx but didn't get much airtime due to some resistance from the inside because of the video's sexual images. After which, Sanchez and I had coffee in a Mexican resto in the boulevard and talked and talked some more. Actually, he was the one who did most of the talking. Talkative guy! Haha :D But 'twas fun. Cool! At least I can say I had coffee with a semi-celebrity. Jologs ko talaga! :)

I was nervous the night of the event. I don't know why but at the back of my mind, something's still telling me that I wasn't qualified to be the chairman of the board of judges. (Yes, I intentionally omitted this info earlier. Haha! :D). I especially dreaded the introduction of the judges' part. I mean they introduced my co-judges as music composer, former songwriting contest winner, music artist...then I, the chairman of the board of judges, as a soap opera writer. Hahahaha! :) I was just uncomfy about the fact that Pangako Sa 'Yo ended more than two years ago already and I was still intro'd as the writer of that show. I mean, I did other mainstream projects both as a production worker and as a writer naman ah! :D Okay, okay, much ado about nothing coz after the initial jitters, I had fun judging the contest. The performances of the interpreters were superb and very entertaining to say the least. The song that I was betting to win also eventually won (so I guess I share the same wavelength with my co-judges after all. Haha! :D). The winning piece was entitled Mata sa Mata and it was written in Bisaya with the composer's intention of coming up with a Visayan love song that's neither a novelty song nor some depressing ballad. The result was pure sublime. It's pop opera at its best. (Naks, feeling music critic! Hahaha :D)

Now this is the funny part. After the contest, Paul (Sanchez' PA) approached me and asked me if I indeed wrote for Pangako coz if that's it, then we might have met before. It was only then that I realized (or okay, after he told me) that he was Minnie Aguilar's (the big-boned comedienne who played Madam Coring) former lover. It seems we did meet before in the Christmas parties of Pangako. He said he remembers me because when Minnie would call Dado (our main writer) to ask why she's not in the episode script, Dado would always tell Minnie that he's got nothing to do with it because I was the writer of that episode. Hahahaha! Bad Dado! :D

We spent the rest of the evening gimmicking for it was also Sanchez' birthday the 15th. Didn't sleep at all as we went back to the hotel around 4am just to get ready for the early morning flight back to reality.

February 07, 2005

Lazy Blogging

Argh! I hate the way I’m blogging these days. Browsing through my archives, I realized that I used to have so much passion writing how I feel or think, even how nonsensical my feelings or thoughts are. These days, my posts are limited to just documenting happy memories. Just that! Must be because re-reading about happy days can be a stress reliever on my part but still, I’m aware that just like mainstream teenyboppers, my entries are becoming very predictable. Formulaic, to borrow every critic’s equally hackneyed term. The formula would be that I post a picture, describe what happened during the day that picture was taken, and kablag (heh!), I have a blog entry! How creative! :) So yes, this entry is no different.

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Back in 2003, I used to be a big Survivor fanatic. Joined this fantasy game in PEX where the game is simulated and being a true reality geek, had a blast playing the game with complete strangers. While the game took some evil turns (I for one backstabbed and betrayed supposed allies just to reach the Final 2 spot where I was eventually beaten by Dude, grrrr!), the beauty about the game is that I got to know co-Survivor addicts, most of which became my friends even up to now. (Yes, Nethrow, you included! Heh! :D) That’s why, I was pleasantly surprised when Bodiemon, one of my allies during the game texted me a few weeks ago telling me he’s in the metro for vacation. (He's based in Canada.) I was busy with work that time but I just couldn’t let the chance to be with a fellow Survivor geek pass. And so we met and I’m glad I did because I truly had fun talking about the game with him in person. Besides, he treated me to dinner and gave me two imported tees as "pasalubong". LOL! :) So it might be a ‘lil late already to give thanks but yes, thank you buddy and we shall meet again.

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Also had fun (I told you this entry is about the rare moments I’m actually having fun, right?! :D) last Saturday in Blue Saffron’s music video shoot of Star in A Million’s Johann Escanan’s carrier single “After All”. Again, I played the mighty role of an “extra” (just like in April Boy Regino’s music video last year.) Haha! :) Did it for the love of Blue Saffron! Even became the crowd director pro bono! It’s all fine though because the shoot got me reacquainted with former workmates like Rachelle (Johann’s leading lady in the music video and my Star Cinema 2000 batchmate) and Ike (the music vid’s lighting director whom I also got to work with in All My Life). As for Johann, he’s a cool kid. A “bisdak” like me so will support him definitely. Go “bisdaks”!


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Right after the shoot, had an impromptu gimmick with the staff of “the youth show.” Kuya Henry, Hero’s bro, was with us so it was more fun (especially since the drinks were on him). Haha! :) Screamed my lungs out (again!) belting my usual repertoire of Masculados and Parokya (haha! :D) but definitely, I was mediocre compared to our AP Ritchie who can give all those “Doble Kara” contestants a run for their money. LOL at “Doble Kara”! Jologs 80’s! Hahaha :)