April 19, 2007

Single-doom!

Wala. Surrender na ako sa tadhana. Hehe. I think I'll remain single for life. Aside from the obvious fact that I seem not to attract people whom I'm attracted with, I also am not capable of being in a relationship. I'm super insecure. I'm clingy. I have the tendency to be obssessive. I'm nega. Wala na akong ginawang tama. :(

Gusto ko nang alisin sa utak ko ang lovelife, to be honest. Mga dalawang taon ko na kasi siyang iniisip. Wala talagang nagawa ang mag-headwrite ng isang reality show para sa mga loveteams! LOL! :)

Alam n'yo, gusto ko nang bumalik dun sa time na wala akong ibang iniisip kundi mag-focus sa aral at trabaho. 'Yung go-getter phase ko. Haha! On the other hand, 'wag pala. 'Yoko rin palang balikan 'yun. Nakaka-praning 'yun.

Siguro, I just need something to be passionate about other than lovelife. Kagabi medyo na-excite ako nung nag-final edit ako sa show. Parang matagal ko nang di nafi-feel ang ganong excitement. Although I don't think I will feel the same excitement pag nandun na ang mga super ngarag superiors or pag na-assign ako sa know-it-all editors.

Gusto kong mag-pelikula na ulit, argh! Bahala na kung bumalik ako sa pagka-pangit. Sitting pretty nga ako ngayon pero jaded naman. La rin namang nangyari sa lovelife. Pathetic na ako, alam ko. Haha! Pero sana naman di na ako mamulubi.

Ngayon ko lang na-realized andami kong kinakatakutan habang nagsusulat. Sana maging matapang na ulit ako para i-pursue ang gusto ko. Gusto ko talagang mag-direk ng pelikula eh, natatakot lang akong aminin!

Basta, alisin na muna ang lovelife sa isipan. Kaka-depress lang 'yun. Super bitter ba?! :)

April 04, 2007

Teenybopper Forever!

Haaay. Senti mode ako ngayon. Kapapanood ko lang ng series finale ng The O.C. Haha! :) Babaw noh?! Sobrang thesis ko 'to kung college lang ako ngayon. Haha! :) Pero seryoso! Eh Dawson's Creek kaya thesis ko nung college! Hahaha! :) Ugh, what's with me and these teenybopper shows?! Para siyang Peter Pan syndrome teenage version. LOL! :)

'Yun lang. Sana we'll all have a meaningful holy week. Kahit na may trabaho ako. Yes, for the first time! Haaay. :)

April 01, 2007

Amazing Race All Stars!

Skipped predicting the winner for this season's race because I came across a spoiler revealing who won the race. Nevertheless, I'm rooting for Oswald and Danny. I love them!
And while I hate Rob and Amber as castaways, I respect and like them a lot as racers. Yep, I was sad to see them go. :)

P.S. Not much personal blog entries if you noticed. Let's just say, aside from my super hectic work schedule and the stress that comes along with work, I think I'm more or less feeling happy these days. Weird but I only blog about my personal life when I'm sad or heartbroken. I'm inspired nowadays, siguro.:)