April 29, 2004
I am so stressed out right now. The pressure of having to finish the shoot on schedule is killing me. The on set tension is making me crazy. I’m always anticipating that disaster might happen any time. You can’t fault me. The sucky movie posters are already out, for chrissake! I’m paranoid now. Paranoid more because these past 2 days have been quite lightweight (impromptu videoke gimmick after shoot yesterday, enjoying “School of Rock” with Emman today, and just receiving a text message with a job offer), and I believe the “circle of life” theory. You know, when you’re up today, you’ll be down tomorrow. When you’re laughing out loud now, you’ll cry later. Argh! This is crazy. Lord, help me!