Single-doom!

Wala. Surrender na ako sa tadhana. Hehe. I think I'll remain single for life. Aside from the obvious fact that I seem not to attract people whom I'm attracted with, I also am not capable of being in a relationship. I'm super insecure. I'm clingy. I have the tendency to be obssessive. I'm nega. Wala na akong ginawang tama. :(

Gusto ko nang alisin sa utak ko ang lovelife, to be honest. Mga dalawang taon ko na kasi siyang iniisip. Wala talagang nagawa ang mag-headwrite ng isang reality show para sa mga loveteams! LOL! :)

Alam n'yo, gusto ko nang bumalik dun sa time na wala akong ibang iniisip kundi mag-focus sa aral at trabaho. 'Yung go-getter phase ko. Haha! On the other hand, 'wag pala. 'Yoko rin palang balikan 'yun. Nakaka-praning 'yun.

Siguro, I just need something to be passionate about other than lovelife. Kagabi medyo na-excite ako nung nag-final edit ako sa show. Parang matagal ko nang di nafi-feel ang ganong excitement. Although I don't think I will feel the same excitement pag nandun na ang mga super ngarag superiors or pag na-assign ako sa know-it-all editors.

Gusto kong mag-pelikula na ulit, argh! Bahala na kung bumalik ako sa pagka-pangit. Sitting pretty nga ako ngayon pero jaded naman. La rin namang nangyari sa lovelife. Pathetic na ako, alam ko. Haha! Pero sana naman di na ako mamulubi.

Ngayon ko lang na-realized andami kong kinakatakutan habang nagsusulat. Sana maging matapang na ulit ako para i-pursue ang gusto ko. Gusto ko talagang mag-direk ng pelikula eh, natatakot lang akong aminin!

Basta, alisin na muna ang lovelife sa isipan. Kaka-depress lang 'yun. Super bitter ba?! :)

Teenybopper Forever!

Haaay. Senti mode ako ngayon. Kapapanood ko lang ng series finale ng The O.C. Haha! :) Babaw noh?! Sobrang thesis ko 'to kung college lang ako ngayon. Haha! :) Pero seryoso! Eh Dawson's Creek kaya thesis ko nung college! Hahaha! :) Ugh, what's with me and these teenybopper shows?! Para siyang Peter Pan syndrome teenage version. LOL! :)

'Yun lang. Sana we'll all have a meaningful holy week. Kahit na may trabaho ako. Yes, for the first time! Haaay. :)

Amazing Race All Stars!

Skipped predicting the winner for this season's race because I came across a spoiler revealing who won the race. Nevertheless, I'm rooting for Oswald and Danny. I love them!
And while I hate Rob and Amber as castaways, I respect and like them a lot as racers. Yep, I was sad to see them go. :)

P.S. Not much personal blog entries if you noticed. Let's just say, aside from my super hectic work schedule and the stress that comes along with work, I think I'm more or less feeling happy these days. Weird but I only blog about my personal life when I'm sad or heartbroken. I'm inspired nowadays, siguro.:)

Who Will Be The Next American Idol?

Nag-improve ako from last year. Na-predict ko ng tama ang sampu na pumasok sa Top 12 ng American Idol 6. Hehe. Last year, nine lang ang tama ko. Geeky noh? :)

Last year, na-predict ko ang pagkapanalo ni Taylor, pati na rin ang Top 3. Tama rin ako kina Carrie at Fantasia. Mukhang mas mahirap this year pero try natin. :) I think any of the 4 will be the next American Idol. "Marketability" ang keyword this year after mas kumita ang mga albums nina Daughtry at Mcphee kesa kay Hicks. :)

Blake Lewis


Melinda Doolittle


Chris Richardson


Stephanie Edwards

Beatriz Enters The House!

Labo noh? Pag depressed ako at heartbroken, andami kong mga nasusulat na blog entries na personal. Pero pag medyo happy ako at inspired, puro shameless plugging lang pinanggagawa ko! Haha! :) Oo na. Medyo inspired ako these days. Hehe.

Onga, promo entry pala 'to! Nood kayo ng PBB mamaya ha! Papasok na sa bahay 'yung na-assign sa akin na housemate na pumasok sa final line-up! :) If she plays her cards right, I predict na magiging big winner siya! :)

PBB 2 Tonight!

Tonight is the start of my 18-week house arrest! PBB Season 2 officially begins, after Sharon, on ABS-CBN! Watch! :)

First 3 Male Housemates...

NEL


EZEKIEL


MICKEY


I predict people will laugh with Nel, will drool over Ezekiel, and will love Mickey to bits. Tingnan natin. :)

American Idol 6 Top 12 Predictions!

After seeing their first live performances, I predict the following Idol wannabes to comprise the Top 12.

SHOO-INS


Lakisha Jones


Blake Lewis


Melinda Doolittle


Sabrina Sloan


Chris Sligh


Stephanie Edwards


Jordin Sparks

DARK HORSES


Gina Glocksen


Phil Stacey


Sanjaya Malakar


Chris Richardson


AJ Tabaldo

Last year, I got 9 out of 12. Hope I get a better record this season. :)

May Tama Ako!

I was right! Sila na! :(

Valentine Week!

I don't know. I just feel like documenting my last free week before PBB steals my social life for the next 18 weeks. LOL! :)

February 14, Wednesday
As always, I spent Valentines Day with my friends. Well, spent the day working although to sorta celebrate the occasion, my workmates and I ate lunch at Dencio's. Night time, I went out with workmates Marcus and Athan. Marcus said something about Valentines Day that made me realize how bitchy commercialism can be. He said that Valentines Day is actually created for singles. After all, couples can celebrate their togetherness by eating out any day of the year. Or something like that. Tama, di ba? Do I make sense? LOL! :) Anyway, we went to IO to sing our hearts out.

February 15, Thursday
I slept over at a friend's apartment. I don't wanna go into details. Hahaha!

February 16, Friday
Met with Pexer friend Macmac. He's been texting me depressing messages lately so even if I lack sleep from the previous night, I immediately said yes to his invite. We first went to UP for the fair (we're both Iskos!), but upon seeing the huge crowds, Macmac had a change of heart and decided that we go to Quattro instead. Ready na sana ako to headbang, hehe! Pero oks lang because at least we got to drink and talk about really serious stuff in Quattro. I promised to pimp him by the end of the night. That guy deserves some lovin'! :)

February 17, Saturday
I was down with colds but kebs, still went out with my housemate Rose to watch Music and Lyrics. I had high hopes for the tandem but the movie's just okay. Still, I enjoyed the night kasi at least nagka-bonding kami ni Rose. Matagal na kaming di nakalabas and for sure, with Maria Flordeluna and PBB's busy sked, baka matagal na ulit bago kami makagimik. I also want to pimp Rose! She deseves some lovin' too! :)

Today, I'm meeting Pexer friend Yugi in Rockwell. We'll just meet for coffee and then attend Mass together. Hay, I hope the "free" days never end. :)

Survivor Fiji!

Panata ko na 'to eh! Hehe.:) Based on gut feel after watching the first episode, I predict any of the 4 to win Survivor Fiji.


EARL


YAU-MAN


EDGARDO


ROCKY